its funny how,

people can be all about appearances...

for example, I will throw a party for charity charge everyone 5 bucks and then donate all the proceeds. Sounds like a great idea awesome you care about charity. You have a heart and now you look good to everyone on the outside. Then you get a level deeper with this, I will throw a party for charity but when people show up with no cash on them it turns into " you don't have money to pay for the charity, you must have no soul" harsh. Then I will continue by harassing you some more and while I am at it I will cuss at you ( guy cussing at girl never okay, girl cussing at you he prob deserved it)  Like I said its all about the appearance, on the surface this is for charity. I am a goodhearted person, level deeper and bam. True colors start to arise, this most be what it is like for "tom" from tom shoes, bet the guy is a total dbag. He must be trying to charge 60 bucks for some canvas shoes with no arch support.  I am starting to ramble and sound like the social network, so I have enough. Rant over.

best thing that happen to me this week,

honestly, love this song

I don't have to leave anymore 

What I have is right here 

Spend my nights and days before 

Searching the world for what's right here ...

sunndaaayyyyyfunnnndaaaay.

‎"It's isn't as bad as you sometimes think it is. It all works out. Don't worry. I say that to myself every morning. It will all work out. Put your trust in God, and move forward with faith and confidence in the future. The Lord will not forsake us...If we will put our trust in Him, if we will pray to Him, if we will live worthy of His blessings, He will hear our prayers." --President Gordon B. Hinckley ♥

At time people may think I am too positive, but really the case is just that I know my father in heaven loves me. He knows my heart anything he throws at me I can handle. I couldn't not be more thankful for having so beautiful as the gospel in my life. I know that through the power of prayer and with my saviors love, I cant get through anything.

how is that for a lil sunday blog for yaaaa, :) 

I need to get better at this!

feather extensions!

so easy to do! I love these babies! They aren't for everyone but defiantly fun! Investing in my own kit soon then soon enough all of salt lake city will be feather'd out!

loving this btw!

I am he as you are he as you are me and we are all together,

I honestly just felt like saying that, 

so this month I have done a bit of dating so lets to a run down of what I learned are my likes and dislikes: 

dont: order for me 

do: open all the doors 

dont: tell me I am hot 

do: tell me I look great

( because if its a date I am trying to look good, and it is for you)

dont: not introduce me to your sister when we run into her at the restaurant.

(makes me feel like your embarrassed to be out with me)

do:walk me to my door

dont: learn over for a kiss in the car and be on your marry way.

( I am not your whore)

do: have a plan of what we are going to do on this fabulous date

( when you dont know what where going to do shows me you didnt any thought into it)

dont: sit next to me in the booth at dinner, its just weird I like my space.

do: have good breath, I am not saying we are going to kiss. If your breath is good so are your chances.

dont: take me to applebees, ever! just think about it.

here we go,

I love this, so much.

lets get a little personal, my life became a little more lonely this week... but that's okay. Part of being young is falling in and out of lust every other week, I would have to say its something I do best. Easy come easy go right? no resentment, happy with my choice. miss you though.

so far this year...

my hair was orange, being at paul mitchell you some how begin to feel the urge to color your hair and go nutts. Up until this week I have never even thought about coloring my hair. Being at school just got the itch going I needed to scratch it! So I took the plunge, with a little search I discovered that melting was the hip new thing in hollywood, everyone is doing it these days. Jessica Beil, SJP, and pretty much all the Victoria Secrete Models. So excited for my melt the foils came out and well it looked like this... 

while this look may work for some, it was not what I was looking for. I love me some beyonce, but its just not me. While I am "girly" I appreciate the natural effortless look and well this was not working for me. I kicked, I screamed, I panicked! Acting like a five year old was not becoming of me. I got some great advice from my ladies at pmts and now i have a fabulous color I could not love more. as for the after picture you will just have to see me around.