its funny how,

people can be all about appearances...

for example, I will throw a party for charity charge everyone 5 bucks and then donate all the proceeds. Sounds like a great idea awesome you care about charity. You have a heart and now you look good to everyone on the outside. Then you get a level deeper with this, I will throw a party for charity but when people show up with no cash on them it turns into " you don't have money to pay for the charity, you must have no soul" harsh. Then I will continue by harassing you some more and while I am at it I will cuss at you ( guy cussing at girl never okay, girl cussing at you he prob deserved it)  Like I said its all about the appearance, on the surface this is for charity. I am a goodhearted person, level deeper and bam. True colors start to arise, this most be what it is like for "tom" from tom shoes, bet the guy is a total dbag. He must be trying to charge 60 bucks for some canvas shoes with no arch support.  I am starting to ramble and sound like the social network, so I have enough. Rant over.

best thing that happen to me this week,

honestly, love this song

I don't have to leave anymore 

What I have is right here 

Spend my nights and days before 

Searching the world for what's right here ...

sunndaaayyyyyfunnnndaaaay.

‎"It's isn't as bad as you sometimes think it is. It all works out. Don't worry. I say that to myself every morning. It will all work out. Put your trust in God, and move forward with faith and confidence in the future. The Lord will not forsake us...If we will put our trust in Him, if we will pray to Him, if we will live worthy of His blessings, He will hear our prayers." --President Gordon B. Hinckley ♥

At time people may think I am too positive, but really the case is just that I know my father in heaven loves me. He knows my heart anything he throws at me I can handle. I couldn't not be more thankful for having so beautiful as the gospel in my life. I know that through the power of prayer and with my saviors love, I cant get through anything.

how is that for a lil sunday blog for yaaaa, :) 

I need to get better at this!

feather extensions!

so easy to do! I love these babies! They aren't for everyone but defiantly fun! Investing in my own kit soon then soon enough all of salt lake city will be feather'd out!

loving this btw!

I am he as you are he as you are me and we are all together,

I honestly just felt like saying that, 

so this month I have done a bit of dating so lets to a run down of what I learned are my likes and dislikes: 

dont: order for me 

do: open all the doors 

dont: tell me I am hot 

do: tell me I look great

( because if its a date I am trying to look good, and it is for you)

dont: not introduce me to your sister when we run into her at the restaurant.

(makes me feel like your embarrassed to be out with me)

do:walk me to my door

dont: learn over for a kiss in the car and be on your marry way.

( I am not your whore)

do: have a plan of what we are going to do on this fabulous date

( when you dont know what where going to do shows me you didnt any thought into it)

dont: sit next to me in the booth at dinner, its just weird I like my space.

do: have good breath, I am not saying we are going to kiss. If your breath is good so are your chances.

dont: take me to applebees, ever! just think about it.

here we go,

I love this, so much.

lets get a little personal, my life became a little more lonely this week... but that's okay. Part of being young is falling in and out of lust every other week, I would have to say its something I do best. Easy come easy go right? no resentment, happy with my choice. miss you though.

so far this year...

my hair was orange, being at paul mitchell you some how begin to feel the urge to color your hair and go nutts. Up until this week I have never even thought about coloring my hair. Being at school just got the itch going I needed to scratch it! So I took the plunge, with a little search I discovered that melting was the hip new thing in hollywood, everyone is doing it these days. Jessica Beil, SJP, and pretty much all the Victoria Secrete Models. So excited for my melt the foils came out and well it looked like this... 

while this look may work for some, it was not what I was looking for. I love me some beyonce, but its just not me. While I am "girly" I appreciate the natural effortless look and well this was not working for me. I kicked, I screamed, I panicked! Acting like a five year old was not becoming of me. I got some great advice from my ladies at pmts and now i have a fabulous color I could not love more. as for the after picture you will just have to see me around. 

issssssmmmmmmmm's

the words I and phrases I have learned in the past week are starting the get "redick"they way I speak will begen to change to more and more they morph me into there lil paul mitchell clone. Here are just a few things I have picked up so far.

homo depot

redick

rouged

belg

it's disgusting

it's fine

perf

fagna

these are just too name a few, along with the paulmitchellismmmss I picked up some black words this week.

bird

bookie

stupid

also a few new "black" nick names you may all begen to refer to me as j light, jenessa is j smooooth. I really could go on. So if it come to the point where well you just have no idea what I am talking about, 
 "it's fineeee"


 I'm really not getto, I just love me some drake so here you go to lift your spirts, Ignore everthing in this video besides drake and that chicks voice. pretttyyy muchhhhh yuuummmm!

                                                                                       

so far this year,

I have been to a basket ball game

I tried on a wedding dress (terrible!)

I started wearing lipstick

I had phenomia

I made a black friend

I have written in my journal and read my scriptures (almost everyday, trying!)

I got let go and found a new job, pretty much in the same day.

I fell in lust

I began to question my sexualilty

I learned how to french braid.




What I am most excited about tho, is starting paul mitchell.The teachers are great and I have made some awesome friends. I am doing what I really like everyone is fabulous, so fabulous its intimadating but it is looking like it will be a fun year for me.

my coreeeeee class!

wwowowowowowowow

my blog has been really boring, mostly because I have been home for Christmas living the fabulous life in L.A. Unfortunately that all came to a very quick end when I got bronchitis. Fortunately I am mostly cured and flying back to SLC tomorrow. 

now to make up for the boring here we gooo

Day 9: Two things you wish you could do

1. I wish I wish I was a fish
2. if I could be a cheeeeeeta girl that could be cool. 


I figured I was close to being done with this so I should just finish it, I think most of this questions are pretty lame tho. 

my lovely loves.

gabe and I last christmas!

christmas time is here, I get to see my family soon so thats kinda nice. We are pretty much crazy our family holidays aren't your typical american christmas. We laugh, we cry, and get locoo! 




btw, center stage is on netflix and that just about made my life. 

Day 8: Three words you can’t go a day without using.

threee words? we are ganna go with phrases instead,


1.) hey babe ( this phrase is said to pretty much anyone who calls me, if we are on a calling bases I get to call you mah babe. I dont care who you are my mom, my brother, coworker, classmate etc etc... 
If I take time out of my busy schedule to answer your phone call you are mah babe. 


2.) kiss me, just because I say this doesn't mean you should actually kiss me. 9 times out of 10, you shouldn't kiss me. 


3.) whaaattt theee fuhhhh, no explanation needed. 

yessssss!

brillianttt

 this album found its way back into my cd player, pretty much been making my life couldnt be better.

"wrapped up in you"

winter formal was last night and yes they played the ymca, yes they played christmas music. This is all expected at a Mormon dance of course. I was lucky enough to have a super funn date,we had a blast! We pretty much owned the dance floor and made the best of it. Yes I did "teach him how to dougie", everyone wished they where as cool as us, unfortunately that will never be possible but better luck next time. My adviser is amazing, my gals are amazing, date was smokkkinn, and the night was a complete success.

this was the test run which I personally think came out best

yes, we are brilliant

Day 7: Four memories you won’t forget

 four memories is a lot, and saying I will never forget is not realistic seeing as I have a terrible memory. I will share this memory with you, the summer before moving to utah was a summer of crazy bliss. Beach, parties, friends, and of coursee guysss.  Would I go back to this summer? I am not sure mostly part of my past, if you where to think of how a summer should be while you you are young this was it.

last night I heard this this song and did it take me backkk...

I miss my summer skin, I miss being tan, beautiful and wearing my rainbows everyday.

spent alot of time here.

my last happy day of bliss with the love of my life before my move.

 

 

 

 

 

glad I a going home soon, being reunited with all the things&&people I love.

Day 6: Five things you can’t live without.

1. my cell phone, I know it sounds petty but honestly.

2. Internet ( this includes facebook,email,tumblr,thisblog and everything else you do online)

3. My car it gets me places and I am not a fan of walking seeing as it is winter now.

4. smart water I love it taste sooo good! 

5. currently, ( not sure how long this obsession will last. I hope very long!) the gym

I know that  just did songs I'm obsessed with but, this one is really good brings me the up most joy, its pretty funny as well. People can be so dense at times. I saw her play this live and I just about died.

zurrick!

warehouse  sale is this weeek! I reluctantly attended last year, my only regret was not buying a pair this year I will redeem myself and get a sweet pair of kicks! While I am really not much of a sneaker girl, I feel like its time to convert because I live in a place where seasons exist and my feet might get cold. I need shoes that actually have traction on the bottom to avoid falling on mine. While some people may enjoy my unfortunate tumbles and I do have enough cushioning it would be nice to avoid it. 

hopefully something along these lines!

I encourage everyone to go, not that anyone reads this which is actually good because then you will not sell my shoes.

Day 5: Six songs that you’re addicted to

lately my song addictions have been kinda pathetic so please forgive me I promise I have good taste, I swear. 

so please for give me and in no particular order here it goes, 

1. chemo limousine- Regina Spektor

2. Valerie - Glee

3. remember last time- Avi Buffalo

4. 1,000 times a day - Early November 

5. my girls -Animal Collective 

6. Anything from the across the universe soundtrack, pretty much amazing.

"1,000 times a day I'll tell you I love the way you sing, even though it makes me cry its my favorite time to be alive and all I know I feel lost with out you, I miss you is not enough."

I forgot how much I love that song I haven't heard it in ages, it takes me back to so many good memories and now some new ones.

Day 4: Seven fears/phobias.

this is pretty much going to be the hardest because as neurotic as I can be sometimes, I am not that afraid of anything. If I had to really dig down and think of a list this is what it would consist of:

1. being raped

2. my family being killed in a tragic car accident. 

3. The second coming

4. disappointing my mother or bring shame upon the family name in anyway shape of form

5. Ending up divorced/ ending up alone. 

6. people hearing me pee

7. having car trouble and getting stranded not knowing what to do. 

I don't think any of these are real fears of phobias, but they are all really unfortunate events and if any of them where to happen I would really not be a big fan. I guess they could count as fears because they would all bring me anxiety? who knows. for the most part I would love to believe I am fear less, so we will stick to that story.

 

if my hair could look like this that would be really cool, kthxbye.

Day 3: Eight things that annoy you.

1. Waking up earlier then I actually needed too 

2. utah drivers

3. being called mexican

4. When people get in my personal space/ bubble

5. when its snowing, and well just snow in general.

6. When I get hated on for being a jazz fan, yes I am from L.A but that does not mean I support the maddness that would be called the Lakers. 

7. when people treat me like I have no brain

8. "indieeeeeeeeekiddddddssss/hippppssstteeeerrrsss"

lets do this, mkthxbye